I am 20 and terrified...

Hello everyone,I assume like many of you I found this messageboard in the hope I will receive support group to help me kick the butts.I am twenty years old, almost 21 and I started when I was 19, only two years ago. I would say it took a full month for me to become fully addicted, a place I thought I would never be.My father has smoked for 30+ years and I used to be digusted with even the faintest smell of cigarettes.And here I am now, smoking up to a pack a day and it barely even bothers me except when I take a moment to realize what exactly I'm doing.Anyway, my record has been 11 days and today is the first day of my second attempt to REALLY quit.I'm terrified, and althought it is said I will try to quit many times after this,quit smoking, I want today to be the day so badly it hurts. It never helps that my father and friends smoke, so I really don't know how I'm going to quit this habit. This board seems like a very supportive one so I'm joining up hoping that I can check in from time to time and get some advice from others in the stuggle or from the already-victorious.Anyway,smoking cessation,Wish me luck. I'll need it all.