Update april 22, 2010

Well things are getting better everydayToday was a pretty good day! Just shortly before I had Stop smoking , and one of my main reasons to stop was money. I never mentioned it before but not to long ago I had my identify stolen and my accounts drained, life savings gone. Wow ,huh But luckily I had some money invested with Philip Morris , oh no not stocks, just about four packs. Well anyways I guess after this guy tried being me for a month using my ssn So Today In the mail out of the blue . I got a sympathy card and a check forone hundred dollars and a note saying: don’t worry about it,stop smoking now, keep the changeWitch is about right my life savings was 63.27 at the timeSo I took this check straight to the bank, The teller there she’s reallyNice every payday when I come in she puts a box of Kleenex on the counter for me.. Then she bust out laughing and says “want any large bills” But she always hands me my money and says “ Im sorry”But even now that I have some money again I think I will cont being smoke free , It turns out I have it better then most , And a major plus for meBeing single I don’t have to worry about that whole cig after sex thing I just wish ,I could want that cigarette . Man do I wish ,I could want that cigaretteI asked the teller at the bank out, I think that went well , she saidYeah Right That will be the day. So I am just waiting for what ever day She was talking about , so I stay pretty close to the phone.So you non smoking married guy’s I really don’t want to hear you complain about your cravings. At least you can be out in public If one of your cravings pops upAll in all this not smoking stuff is pretty easy , in a lot a ways easier then smokingBeing a smoker was like going threw life with a giant gym sock over your head, You couldn’t breath, nothing smelled good ,,you looked funnyAnd had grubby brown fingers to bootBut maybe its just me, I didn’t think quitting drink was tuff either but I really never had a drinking problem. I had a getting up in the morning problemBut I cant prove that was related to the drinking more probably not leaving the bar till 4 am then the drinking. Well I should go I don’t want to rambleBut I should let you know I never could get off the patch, I guess I got addicted. But I am saving money and just making my own ,duct tape works well even if just a placebo. But I can put a butt under if I have too,stop smoking, even more effective in a bad case of the shakes I put it right over my mouth.!! I did this at work and my boss says “now there’s an im provment”And I don’t know maybe he doesn’t like my smile my charm or witOr maybe cause I call him a an ass and told him his wife was aA crack hor sellin pu$$3 door to doorAint not smoking just grandI haven’t had this much fun since last weekOh and look im finished with my update and had all these left over…..,,??,,,,!!!( ) .., :;””: ‘’’’….But Im not going to write anymore on the chance I just bore you to use them up. Its not like I know where they go anywaysWhen I finish I use them more like a garnish.