Sunday, July 25, 2010

First Time in a Long Time I Considered It

This isnt an SOS but I am going through a very stressful situation and I found my mind going places I dont want it to go. I have been doing really good in my quit - but when a few stressful things happen at once, my brain automatically goes to this place... Its like something inside of me is trying SO hard to convince me to just go guy a pack. I am unbelievably aware of how upset I'd be if I did so it isnt going to happen. I know I wouldnt enjoy it so I know it is not going to happen. I just want these feelings to pass.. I want a new way of dealing with stress and handling life without wishing I had a smoke in my hand.

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