my final day

well the day has finally come for me, today is my last day of smoking, and i'm not even smoking that much, the past few days they've been making me sick,stop smoking, i'm very nervous about tomorrow but yet very excited. i have a dr. appt tomorrow that i'm a nervous wreck about (had a biopsy done, and i get results back tomo) but i figured that if i can make it through tomorrow with out smoking (i know w/ me being very nervous i'll want to smoke alot) i can do it. i'm going to try to do more reading tonight when i get home from work if i'm not to tired. i'll try my best to get on the board tomo,stop smoking now, i know i at least want to be able to pledge tomo (i've been really looking forward to finally being able to do that!!!) well time to get the kid lunch and get ready for work, i wanted to come on here and vent for a few mins.. nervous but excited!