That was close......

Last night i was having a great time in a beach bar with some old friends.It was my first night on the island i grew up...so I had a lot of things to share.I mentioned my quit...but didnt want to go any further...I understand that smokers may feela little bit annoyed once someone quits.Anyway,stop smoking, as the night went on......I was starting to feel that im losing control due to alcohol consumption.I was having a great time and i didnt care.I was not drunk...i was just in the right mood. And thats whenone of my friends brought his cig close to my mouth and asked my to take one puff. "Just one" he said "it shouldnt be a prob for you now that you have quit".I remember that my head moved towards that cig's direction...trying to reach it. (the same move that we make before we kiss someone).Then i stepped back.I gave myself some time to think about it. I chose not to take that puff. I was so afraid....it was not a dream...this was reallity.... after 3 months of quit,Herbal cigarettes, i came so close to a cig. -Have you ever met an old boyfriend who once broke your heart?....it was the exact same feeling!!!After that moment had passed and found control of my quit again,I felt soooo angry with that friend of mine.I so much wanted to hit him. Then i felt angry at myself because for a sec i wanted that puff....I admit!!!3 months quit and I felt like smoking!!!!!!!!!!!? At least i didnt take that puff...and thats good i guess...eventually i wont want it anymore.