sos -relapse drill

Some one better stop me ,, or I am going to eat this whole freaking box of twinkes,stop smoking, and go into complet twinkie relpase.. I have been twinkie free for 3 months.. I thought it would be better but all I can hear is there little twinkie voices .. Saying eat me twinkies are your friendI have read everything over at quitsnackingfatass.com I have watched the eat less move more video a hundred timesI just cant stop thinking about twinkies and how wonderfull they areAll that cream filling wraped in cake.. Oh there to die for but I know I have to stop,, why cant I ? should I get a new job. Find a girl friendIf they could risk being with a twinkie junkieI think what happened I thought I could eat a devil dog the other dayAnd then I got one of those pink things with the coconut stuffNow All I can do is think about the twinkie.. I should have never eat the first one,quit smoking,, But my mom put them in my lunch box.. They just didn’t know better back thenOh all I have is excusses but I need a twinkie I do I doPlease hurry ,, I am going to go get a gal of milkHope I wont have to use it