Thursday, July 29, 2010

So stressed

This isn't exactly an S.O.S. but I feel like I'm going a bit crazy. My bf was in a pretty serious car accident on Sunday and today he got fired from his job because he hasn't been able to work and won't be able to work for at least 2 more weeks according to the doctor. So that means he is going to lose his health insurance,Herbal cigarettes, (which includes insurance on our 2 girls, one who has a heart condition and is bi-polar) and isn't going to be able to get the medical treatment he needs.I just keep trying to remind myself that smoking is not going to make anything about this situation any better. In fact, we REALLY can't afford to buy cigarettes right now so it would be incredibly stupid for me to screw up and smoke.But I can't seem to get it out of my head that just one cigarette would make me feel so much better,stop smoking, if for only 5 minutes.HELP!

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