Relapse (2)

So I have a little story to tell~ This day one year ago I messed up my quit ( i had done it cold turkey and it was only 4 weeks along) but I messed it up thanks to a hit and run driver. He totaled my car and left me alone at 1 am while it was rainning heavely. Through out this past year it has taken me some time to be able to drive again while it rains because I will still get flash backs of the horrible night. Well here i am 10 1/2 weeks smoke free- driving home from class last night it starts to rain and before i realize it I am panicing and pull over to get my breath... and where did I end up pulling over at- the exact spot were my accident happend! how crazy is that. Once I finally got home I went to bed right away and all day to day I have had a smile on my face knowing that one year ago I could have ( should have) died and that I quit my quit once before and NOTHING will make me do it ever again. I know this is a bit random i just thought I would share my story- So to everyone out there no matter how tuff things in life get - Stay strong and keep your quit!